I don't know about you but personally I like control... Having no control in a situation is not something I've ever deemed to be a good time. I ran across the verse today that talks about not leaning on our own understanding. The post that followed talked about how our emotions are constantly changing, our goals, our visions, the world around us. Leaning on our own understanding would be like stepping into quick sand and expecting not to sink... The Lord never changes, he is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. Thus logically it makes sense to lean on him, his understanding, his wisdom. This is quite the challenge for me, as someone who loves learning and wants to understand absolutely everything... I have found though when I try too hard to understand some things, my brain goes into a panic. As I was mulling all this over today, it hit me. Some things are not meant to be understood. God wired our brains, he created our minds, and he didn't give us the ability to comprehend everything. Which makes sense considering only God can do such a thing. The next realization was the need to accept that we can't and won't understand everything and that he will give the knowledge and wisdom for what we do need to understand. I have found that letting go of things not necessary to understand is like a weight being lifted off our shoulders. What a gift it is to not have to know it all, what a gift that he gives us everyday and we constantly fight to give back. Acceptance, that's my word today. Accepting his gift and letting him deem what is or isn't necessary to understand and giving it to the Lord rather than worrying and obsessing over it endlessly. I pray you can find peace today in the midst of not understanding and comfort in the acceptance of letting go.
God bless!
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