I personally find it funny how life changes, seasons change,
events change and above all perspectives change. In our lives we go through several
seasons and God has a purpose for each one. I am put in awe as I look back at
events in my own life, finally able to see God's purpose for them as I could
not in that moment. I wish hindsight was our foresight because I believe
knowing that, we would all live our lives a bit differently. It is not however
and our only time to live is right now in this moment. This Christmas season
has been a tough one, there has been a lot of death of young people that were
taken much too soon and, in this season, I found myself torn and my heart
hurting so deeply for all of these families. Often times we want to change
things we have no control over and heal hurt that only God can reach. It was
just a few minutes ago that thinking about this season got me to thinking about
the year of seasons as a whole. I am pretty sure every season that could
possibly transpire has in this last year, in thinking about this, I began to
think primarily about God's goodness and grace through every single one of
those seasons. He didn't miss even one, although at times I question if God is
present in situations, it always prevails that he is and was. We never are able
to grasp God's plan in the moment because his plans and goals for our lives are
too much for our minds to comprehend but he uses each situation and season as
an opportunity to help us grow. Sometimes it takes wondering if he is even
there to draw closer, it makes us pray harder and aids in the growth of our
faith, therefore resulting in greater trust in him. My perspective has changed
in this current and somewhat melancholy holiday season. It may seem as if our
world is taking a turn for the worst but I serve a God who lives and he is
still turning around situations in our world today, he is still changing
perspectives and I have come to the conclusion that while I can't save everyone
or fix everything or fully remove the hurt in hearts of those I love, I serve a
God who not only can but who will. We serve a God who fights for us and in the
day in age our biggest asset against the war of this world is prayer. We serve
a living God who will make things right and knowing that gives me the courage
to keep trying. No one is perfect, were people, but we have an opportunity as
followers of Christ to pray and to work for the King in this imperfect world
until he comes again. This holiday season I know many who are grieving and I
want you to know that my heart goes out to you and you are in my prayers. I
know that I could never understand or comprehend what you are going through but
God does and while I can't heal this hurt you are experiencing; I know that God
will. It won't happen immediately and the hurt may never fully disappear but
over time it will get easier and God will bring you through this. Remember God
never gives you something you can't handle and you may not see it right now but
God has a way of turning what now seems like coal, into diamonds in the future.
Often times when you think about "love", where does your mind go? For some of us it might be the love shared between a couple or a family, friends etc. Rarely however do we think about ourselves. The world can feel like its spinning a million miles an hour, I know mine is. We spend so much time making sure everyone else is okay that we often times neglect ourselves. We love everyone and try to make sure they know that, but what about making sure we know we love ourselves? That were happy with who we are? You may be thinking I've gone crazy right now trying to tell you to love yourself lol. I'm serious though, we are our biggest critics and I feel like we spend so much time critiquing ourselves that we forget to be happy with who we are. We tend to excuse mistakes of ones we care about, as we should but then we dwell on our own mistakes and let them tear us apart. We need to show ourselves the compassion we show others and we need to be comfortable with who we are as ...
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