Psalm 25 4-5, "Show me your ways, Lord, teach me your paths. Guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God, my savior, and my hope is in you all day long. This is a verse mentioned in a devotional this evening I recently started and it stood out to me as I have been walking farther along this journey of motherhood. It has always been important to learn from the Lord, to seek his instruction, guidance and peace, to hope in him completely. That being said, having now entered into the toddler plus newborn era, I am feeling that need more then ever. Honest moment here, I have absolutely no idea what I am doing. How to raise disciples? No clue. How to have patience through the cat 8 tsunami my toddler throws at me multiple times a day whilst keeping a newborn alive? Yep lost here too. This season is showing me more and more my weaknesses and my need for the Lord. Another honest moment, this has made me panic, I have felt unprepared, frustrated and I would go as far as to s...