As a mom of a now 2 year old and 7 month old, life has been quite frankly utterly insane. Navigating motherhood is like a constant cycle of evolution with lots of prayer you are evolving in the direction God would have you go. A lot of things have been on my heart lately and as I have begun to work on myself and strive to break generation curses that have affected me, a specific theme has weighed heavy. This theme is "striving vs. abiding". I think this leads into a lot of things from questions, to statements and really looking inward. Personally God has been speaking this to me in a few realms, contentment being a big one and also reliance. Our culture pushes us to constantly strive to be better and I have noticed this targets moms quite heavily. Now striving toward goals and to better oneself is not inherently bad, however like anything when you devote to much to it or perhaps even begin to worship the idea, goal etc it becomes toxic and perhaps even an idol. I will ...
Take a moment and reflect, first on the world as a whole, then your community, then your affiliations in the community, then your home and lastly within yourself. As you reflect, think specifically about the main points or things you notice about each area, where your mind gravitates to the most. Church sermons tend to be a great point of reflection for me, both in the moment and throughout the week. This week a topic that I think we all struggle with immensely as individuals and as a whole population was addressed and that is the standard of good. What is good enough? Furthermore, what is "good enough" in a world that automatically sets the standard to perfect and instills that anything less than is an automatic fail? I find it quite ironic that this world sets a standard of "perfection" for everything, and yet the same world murdered the only man who was, has been and ever will be perfect. I think that all of us struggle with this unattainable standard in one way ...