I personally find it funny how life changes, seasons change,
events change and above all perspectives change. In our lives we go through several
seasons and God has a purpose for each one. I am put in awe as I look back at
events in my own life, finally able to see God's purpose for them as I could
not in that moment. I wish hindsight was our foresight because I believe
knowing that, we would all live our lives a bit differently. It is not however
and our only time to live is right now in this moment. This Christmas season
has been a tough one, there has been a lot of death of young people that were
taken much too soon and, in this season, I found myself torn and my heart
hurting so deeply for all of these families. Often times we want to change
things we have no control over and heal hurt that only God can reach. It was
just a few minutes ago that thinking about this season got me to thinking about
the year of seasons as a whole. I am pretty sure every season that could
possibly transpire has in this last year, in thinking about this, I began to
think primarily about God's goodness and grace through every single one of
those seasons. He didn't miss even one, although at times I question if God is
present in situations, it always prevails that he is and was. We never are able
to grasp God's plan in the moment because his plans and goals for our lives are
too much for our minds to comprehend but he uses each situation and season as
an opportunity to help us grow. Sometimes it takes wondering if he is even
there to draw closer, it makes us pray harder and aids in the growth of our
faith, therefore resulting in greater trust in him. My perspective has changed
in this current and somewhat melancholy holiday season. It may seem as if our
world is taking a turn for the worst but I serve a God who lives and he is
still turning around situations in our world today, he is still changing
perspectives and I have come to the conclusion that while I can't save everyone
or fix everything or fully remove the hurt in hearts of those I love, I serve a
God who not only can but who will. We serve a God who fights for us and in the
day in age our biggest asset against the war of this world is prayer. We serve
a living God who will make things right and knowing that gives me the courage
to keep trying. No one is perfect, were people, but we have an opportunity as
followers of Christ to pray and to work for the King in this imperfect world
until he comes again. This holiday season I know many who are grieving and I
want you to know that my heart goes out to you and you are in my prayers. I
know that I could never understand or comprehend what you are going through but
God does and while I can't heal this hurt you are experiencing; I know that God
will. It won't happen immediately and the hurt may never fully disappear but
over time it will get easier and God will bring you through this. Remember God
never gives you something you can't handle and you may not see it right now but
God has a way of turning what now seems like coal, into diamonds in the future.
A thought came to me today as I stumbled upon some inspirational posts. Why are we often so eager to escape our troubling circumstances. We get trapped in the fire and get so focused on getting out that perhaps we miss the most important question of all, what refining needs to be completed in the fire? Just as a welder uses the fire to shape and refine metal, so God uses our circumstances, "fires" to shape and refine us. If he simply swooped in and saved the day, we would lack the knowledge he hopes us to gain, we wouldn't grow in character or wisdom. In the fire we think he abandom us, left us to our own devices, but in reality he is more present in the fire even then in the calm. It's when we feel abandoned that he's calling to us the loudest, beckoning us to just open our ears to listen to his voice. Take the fires in stride, don't immediately reach for the extinguisher. Allow the flames to surround you with the confident knowledge that the one whom the...
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